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[Jul. 12th, 2004|07:07 pm] |
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copy and paste this into your journal...make the statements that are true about you bold and then add three more to the bottom.
01. I have a cell phone. 02. I'm obsessed with high heels. 03. I'm the youngest child. 04. I am a shopoholic. 05. I love hoop earrings. 06. I am a libra. 07. I love beer 09. I can't live without lip gloss. 10. I can't live without music. 11. I lived in Purgatory for 3 months. 12. I spend money I don't have. 13. I'll be in college forever. 14. I've seen Jason Mraz. 15. I get annoyed easily. 16. I eventually want kids. 18. I have more then a couple of horrible memories. 19. I am addicted to Lizzie McGuire. 20. I am a person. 21. My first kiss was when I was 18. 22. I start film school in February. 23. I love taking pictures. 24. I hate girls who are fake. [even though sometimes we all are] 25. I can be mean when I want to. 26. My dreams are bizarre. 27. One of my close friends is gay. 28. I have way too many purses. 29. I've seen 'Fight Club' at least 45 times. 30. I usually dress how I feel that day. 31. I love 'Sex and the City'. 32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason. 33. I hate when people are late. Or too damn early. 34. I procrastinate. 35. I love winter. 36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser. 37. I love to sleep. 38. I wish I were smarter. 39. I'm afraid of flying. 40. I hate drama. 41. I am addicted to 'The O.C.' 42. I love my hair. 43. I never fight with my parents. 44. I love the beach. 45. I have never had the chicken pox. 46. I'm excited for the future. 47. I can't control my emotions. 48. I can't wait till New Year's. 49. I love the show 'Rich Girls'. 50. I love my friends. 51. Christmas is my favorite holiday. 52. I can be very insecure sometimes. 53. I have never broken a bone 54. I hate racist people. 55. I hate my computer. 56. I love guys that play the guitar. 57. I state the obvious. 58. I'm a happy person. 59. I love to dance. 60. I love to read. 61. I hate cleaning my room. 62. I tend to get jealous easily. 63. I love cute underwear. 64. I love John Mayer. 65. I cry when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused 66. I want to go to Greece. 67. I don't like to study for tests. 68. I love God. 69. I am too forgiving. 70. I have a horrible sense of direction. 71. I love(d) high school. 72. I have a talent of sweet-talking my way out of things. 73. I'm a daddy's girl. 74. I love kisses on the forehead. 75. I love the color pink. 76. I love to sew. 77. I have green eyes. 78. I love the Olsen Twins. 79. I played soccer for 14 years. 80. I become stressed easily. 81. I hate liars. [even though i lie constantly] 82. I like comfy sweatpants. 83. Paul Walker is my dream guy. 84. I love the smell of asphalt after it's rained. 85. I love my family. 86. I hate needles. 87. I am a perfectionist. 88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums. 89. I would love to have my own fashion line. 90. I can be quite selfish. 91. I still act like a little kid. 92. I despise dishonesty. [about important things] 93. I love pictures. 94. I love music. 95. I wish I were more motivated when it comes to school. 96. I love getting stuff in the mail. 97. I have problems letting go of people. 98. I hate the feeling of being alone. [more the feeling of being lonely because i like being alone] 99. I don't want to be married. 100. I hate the fact that my size 10 jeans are tight. 101. I've never watched "Sex and the City" and I don't really care if I do. 102. I really don't want to add three things to this list. 103. So I won't. 104. I love Harry Potter 105. I am patient 106. i like bunnies 107. I often think before I speak and then regret it. 108. I love summer. [sometimes.] 109. I miss my friends who I haven't seen for a while. 110. I like the feeling of sneezing. 111. The thought of special brownies make me giggle 112. Sometimes i actually enjoy school but other times i just want it all to stop 113. I work at a convenience store and strongly dislike it. 114. I love video games. 115. I have a penis. 116. i have a vagina 117. i'm an insomniac[sometimes] 118. i like lord of the rings... 119. im reading da vinci code 120. and..........my name is jessica 121. i want thirteen kids 122. i get attached easily 123. but i still manage to have commitment problem 124. i hate shaving my legs 125. i love getting pedicures 126. i crack my fingers too much
127. i miss my boyfriend
128. i can't wait to leave for college.
129. i cry a lot lately
130. i have a phobia of barf.
131. ive never had a boyfriend.
132. i love shaun white. |
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[Jul. 6th, 2004|11:47 pm] |
I can't go to bed, I finally got the fucken internet back, thank god. I still can't believe that its summer. The only thing that keeps reminding me that its summer is when i look at my skin and realize that its not my shadow but my arm. I just watched the real world reunion, they are the fucken shit minus the old looking freak Frankie. Fuck, i cant go to bed....its prolly because i have all of these thoughts that are running through my mind.. Blah blah blah. I hate when my mind wanders around. Oh yah i watched the butterfly effect, man i liked his 2nd life the best. It kinda got annoying though when he went through like 10 different damn lives.
I just wrote all these random things. |
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| Im gonna miss....... |
[Jun. 30th, 2004|05:49 pm] |
Im gonna miss driving to school with Suz, Pat and Sam and not saying a single word but "hi" when i get into the car. Im gonna miss cheering Im gonna miss seeing faces that I only see at school and knowing that i will never see them again. Im gonna miss my schedule consisting of only 1 real academic class. Im gonna miss hearing Suzie's honk when she picks me up in the morning. Im gonna miss all the rallies and the dances. Im gonna miss the 10 minute breaks and hearing about everyones crazy weekends. Im gonna miss thinking about possible prospects every time a dance came along.And freaking out when it was coming soon and you didn't have a date. Im gonna miss all the dances Suz and I went together because we couldn't get a date, how many was it? 2 or 3?or was it 4? Im gonna miss working in the student store with the crazy erica hernandez and being the hugest stealer and giving away almost half the store. Im gonna miss the anticipation of waiting in line for your dance pictures and hoping that they turned out good. Im gonna miss hanging out in Suzie's car before school and just looking at people, and then realizing that they can see us because her windows aren't tinted. Im gonna miss going to pizza after all the football games. Im gonna miss going to the vending machines and being all scared because of the security guards.
these may be the smallest things ever, but they absolutely mean the world to me.
But no worries, im sure i will make just as many good memories.Hopefully. |
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[Jun. 13th, 2004|05:11 pm] |
Holy shit hole i haven't written in this in like forever! Instead of telling you my whole life story I will just say that life's been good to me and that's all that matters.
I love Summer. |
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| feeling like shit, boo to that |
[Apr. 26th, 2004|07:49 pm] |
I hate it when people notice your imperfections and they tell you... its like "I fucken no!" and it makes it even more worse when they tell you because then you think to yourself and wonder if the whole world notices them too...I know that it shouldnt get to you, but i dunno its just kinda hard. BOO to fucken insecurites
Im so over school.. I don't feel like going tommorow
okay I promise this will be my last gay entry |
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[Apr. 24th, 2004|07:32 pm] |
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fuck research papers fuck senior exhibition shit |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2004|04:20 pm] |
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whoa havent wrote in this for a while now. hmmm..... nothing really has happened lately, ive been feeling really weird though. LIke i havent been in the greatest moood, ive been wanting to be alone a lot and not in the mood to talk. But now i feeel great and happy. YAY, i fucken hate sadness. Tonight are my friends dance show, weeee. |
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[Apr. 15th, 2004|02:56 pm] |
Attention:::::!! Suzie Michelle Mantz needs a prom date, this is some serious buisness people, please if you know anything about this issue please contact me by leaving a comment asap. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SAVE THIS SOUL. |
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[Apr. 8th, 2004|08:28 pm] |
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| | unwritten law- teenage suicide | ] | got a dress today its yellow i love it one problem though i have no one to wear it for.
spring break is almost over damn research papers. |
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[Mar. 29th, 2004|08:15 pm] |
heard the most depressing news today I heard that DON VITO DIED!!!! I dunno if thats true, i highly doubt it but if it is Viva La Bam will seriously not be the same. |
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[Mar. 24th, 2004|10:14 pm] |
well that was a disappointing oc. Die Marissa Die. Oh well at least I watched it with the funnest people on earth. |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2004|07:10 pm] |
Yeah I live for little moments like that When she's laying on my shoulder On the sofa in the dark And about the time she falls asleep So does my right arm And I want so bad to move it Because it's tingling and it's numb She looks so much like an angel That I don't want to wake her up Yeah I live for little moments When she steals my heart again and doesn't even know it Yeah I live for little moments like that |
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[Mar. 20th, 2004|03:36 pm] |
- Friday I was taken to the assistant principals office for talking to boys with sheena and suzie. - watched dawn of the dead, that was the most fucken gayest movie ever of all time! - vicky and holly spent the night, aww so much fun. - I made them grilled cheese today, mmmmmm - today i go to airbands.
I think Vicky and Holly's team is taking over the lead. =) |
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[Mar. 18th, 2004|12:54 pm] |
haven't written in this thing in a while, here are a few thoughts that are running through my head.
- so the 2 academic classes that i have i get a freaken c in, wow im a fucken dumbass. - ive been feeling like shit lately as well as looking like it. - i love suzie she is so freaken awesome, and i bet she is going to leave me a comment saying " hi jess this is suzie, i just wanted to say hi." - i love nice people especially when they make your day.
im bored im gonna go to sleep now. |
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[Mar. 14th, 2004|04:34 pm] |
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had a fun weekend, watched clueless with lots of fun people, and today i went golfing, well i didn't i was just a caddy. I had a blast, who knew it would be so much fun. |
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[Mar. 10th, 2004|03:00 pm] |
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| | sheryl crow | ] | just got back from the beach and rubys with suz, holly, katie, kellen, nate, brendon, tyler, amie , chris, victor and val it was miss vicky's birthday, happy birthday sweetie!!
so yesturday was awesome, me and my buddy watched sixteen candles together, hes a great cuddle buddy =), i love how are whole night is spent just laughing about absolutely nothing. |
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[Mar. 9th, 2004|05:36 pm] |
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check out my new journal its so freaken sick. It kinda looks like a boy journal though. BUt oh well its still sick. |
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| butterflies in my stomach. |
[Mar. 8th, 2004|04:43 pm] |
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went on a date with my "new significant other" oh the butterflies, he makes me smile so much, i think i have a crush. =) |
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[Mar. 5th, 2004|07:16 pm] |
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yay i love friday. Tonight will be fun, dinner and a movie are always the greatest especially when you are spending it with the best people in the world. |
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[Mar. 4th, 2004|12:23 pm] |
Stole this from miss Kristen
*FIRSTS: SCREEN NAME: ummm i think it was happyjessi4263, wow that was fucken gay PIERCING/TATOO: ears CREDIT CARD: nope MAKEOUT SESSION: this year REAL BOYFRIEND: never had one TRUE LOVE: never BEST FRIEND: my sister ENEMY: i dont have any enemies CONCERT:NSYNC CAR ACCIDENT: never BROKEN BONE: never STITCHES: never
*LASTS: LONG CAR RIDE: to corona, but im not sure if that counts. KISS: my mom LIBRARY BOOK: umm i don't remember MOVIE: i believe it was fried greeen tomatoes. oops jk it was cabin fever. ( gayest movie ever.) MOVIE IN THE THEATER: ummm butterfly effect FOOD CONSUMED: tuna with crackers from the vending machines, mmmmm. PHONE CALL: suzie CD PLAYED: umm i think it was britney ANNOYANCE: SODA: pepsi ICE CREAM:moose tracks TIME SCOLDED: by my mom WEBSITE VISITED: volcom.com TIME YOU CRIED: this weekend TIME YOU LAUGHED: just right now, im with suzie that should be a given. *I...: I AM: dirty, i need to wash my face. I WANT: a prom date I HAVE: twenty dollars I WISH: for the whole world to be happy. I HATE: walking on egg shells. I FEAR: death I HEAR: usher, love that song I WONDER: if i will ever drive I LOVE: my friends so much I ACHE: nowhere I ALWAYS: crack myself up. I AM NOT: quiet I DANCE: when i feel like it I CRY: when i am having self issues. I AM NOT ALWAYS: so weird I WRITE: in my journal I LOSE: things I CONFUSE: myself I SHOULD: eat food *YES or NO: YOU KEEP A DIARY: yup YOU LIKE TO COOK: not really YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yes HAVE A CRUSH: yeah i have flavors of the week. But none of them are serious. ARE IN LOVE: hell no WANT TO GET MARRIED: most definitly WANT CHILDREN: yes. DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: oh gosh yes, i get it so bad even when i drive to wal mart. THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: sometimes GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: could be better LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: i love them
*CURRENT: HAIR COLOR: black EYE COLOR: poo poo brown HAIRSTYLE: long SHIRT:forever 21 shirt PANTS: jeans SOCKS:white SHOES: pink converse MAKEUP: powder and eyeliner MUSIC: nothing WEATHER: sunny TIME: 12:43 pm MOOD: crazy
*FAVORITES: NUMBER: dont have one COLOR: GREEN DAY: friday MONTH: july SONG: that usher one MOVIE: dumb and dumber and sixteen candles. SEASON: summer DRINK: starbucks MEAL: steak and rice FLOWER: i dont fucken know HOLIDAY: christmas duh!! QUOTE: " criticism is the best compliment anyone can give you" *PREFERENCES: CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle and makeout CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: milk RAIN OR SUN: sunshine! TOP OR BOTTOM: i dont freaken know TV OR MOVIE: movie DAY OR NIGHT: night DVD or VHS: dvd FLUFFY PILLOW OR HARD PILLOW: fluffy TAN OR WHITE: tan TALL OR SHORT: tall TALK OR LISTEN: listen LEAD OR FOLLOW: i dont know *IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU: CRIED: nope HELPED SOMEONE:yes i did BOUGHT SOMETHING: tuna GOTTEN SICK: no GONE TO THE MOVIES: no GONE OUT FOR DINNER: no SAID "I love you": yeah WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no TALKED TO AN EX: no MISSED AN EX: no WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL: yes HAD A SERIOUS TALK: u have your whole life to be serious. MISSED SOMEONE: yeah brendon HUGGED SOMEONE: yes i did FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND: no BRUSHED YOUR TEETH: yeah TAKEN A SHOWER: yeah
*WOULD YOU EVER: KISS A GIRL: prolly BOY: yeah IM A STRANGER: suure SING KARAOKE: yup GET DRUNK: yup SMOKE A CIGARETTE: yup SMOKE WEED: yup GO TO A STRIP CLUB: hell yeah SHOPLIFT: i dont know RUN A RED LIGHT: yeah BE IN A PORNO: i dont think so DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE: no WEAR MAKEUP IN PUBLIC: yup NOT WEAR MAKEUP IN PUBLIC: yeah CHEAT ON A TEST: fuck yeah MAKE SOMEONE CRY: never intentionally DATE SOMEONE MORE THAN 10 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU: fuck no DATE YOUR BEST FRIEND: yah
fuck man that took forever and i bet no one even read it. |
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